=)

YEAH! GOT NEW SHOES! TRAIL PEGASUS !

Originally wanted a charmelon stretch but then no stock. BLEH.
Early morning was at Queensway. Loitered around the complex until 11. Haggard liaoz. Then shops opened. Bought Trail Pegasus from Queensway (better than 2004 but just try out. No more friction then say). Anyway I just slowly upgrade then buy a Adidas A3 Hyperride.

And then went mentoring session. Martin stressed us out by asking us to do A level ques... wah. But vv fun. Yeah. 2 hours become like abt 3 hours. But still signed as 2 hours.

Then went Tam explore... St 44 macham got nothing over there... sianz. Called edward but then nv meet... lol

Went SKG after that. On bus saw yvonne almost overslept... lol. She must be tired. Then went Kangkar LRT area and I tried to see the route plans of tomorrow's run. But cant figure still... lol

It happens to be...

Today's not a good day actually despite the 8s...

Took 88 to school
Lost 8 marks in E Maths Test (kaoz)
8 mins left for last question of test paper... (12 marks worth)

8 is suppposed to be an auspicious number... BUT WHAT HAPPENED?!

The mystery unsolved...

Stressed out seh...

I not superman. Taking 3 tests straight will be hell for me...

0740 - 0840
Chemistry Theory Test, Classroom
Struggled about 30% of the paper. Think will throw like abt 10 marks? (scared) Really pissed off by the stupid mole concept ques. ARGH. I see some peeps with blanked out faces... but no one broke down and cried.

1050 - 1055
Break, Classroom
BLOODY HELL! Mrs Huynh say today got CHEM PRAC?! WAH KOW EHZ. NO NOTICE BEFORE HAND LORZ. WAH KAN LEH. WHOLE CLASS VV PISSED.

1130 - 1230
English Letter Writing Test, Classroom
English Letter writing initially a breeze. Completed in 25 mins and slept... suddenly my mind was thinking (at the centre or in the centre?). WAH LAO. CONFUSION SEHZ. In the end changed to at... suppose WRONG?! FREAK.

1230 - 1245
Commotion, Classroom
Class discussed whether to skip Chem Prac... but if skip we die. Principal will talk talk talk...

1245 - 1330
Chem Prac Test, Chem Lab 01
SUCKS. Mrs huynh talked crap again. Looked pissed. She got AP today. Then scold and scold. During chem prac she talked a lot of rubbish. Then she went round mark a T on chem prac test paper on those who talk... BUT WHY I KENA?! I DINT TALK LORZ THEN SHE SAID I TALK TO MYSELF?! SIAO LAN KAY. I dont care. Tore away the paper which she marked a T on and then put chemicals (Pretend make my paper kiam chye) Handed up without suspicions.

1330 - 1335
Eh hey! Railings of block 4
Something to console me... GOOD RAILINGS! NEXT TIME CAN PK IN SCH =P

WEF 27/04/2005...

Bleh. Tmr onwards must take 88 to school... enter via rear gate.
Front gate out of bounds. There goes my daily ride of 265...

Maybe I should get used to 88. Who knows I may take it for 2 more years plus. Who knows I may get into Meridian instead of NJ?

It's always better to be flexible. Learn to be flexible in life or you will never succeed.

Gotta study for chem now...

A song to dedicate...

超人
词：阿信 曲：冠佑+阿信

世界如果被残酷攻击 只要给我一个电话亭
把内裤当外衣 如果你能够开心 展开披风 带你飞行

谁赐予我这一身 无助的能力
神也不能阻挡 你想离开的心

为什么拯救地球 是那么容易
为什么束手无策啊 我和你的爱情
为什么我能飞天 也能够遁地
为什么我却没办法 长驱直入 你的心

曾经你赞美我手臂 逛街多能提 日日夜夜贴身保护你
最凶狠的怪兽 也不能与我为敌 那为何害怕你的泪滴

我给了我这一幕 难堪的结局
谁要这样超人 连自己也救不起

为什么拯救地球 是那么容易
为什么束手无策啊 我和你的爱情

为什么拯救地球 终于完美结局
为什么 我只能够 眼看着爱燃烧成 灰烬

世界如果被残酷攻击 谁来接手我的超能力

Bad day...

OK. Today's a fairly bad day...

0640
Waited for bus at the bus stop near my house. THAT BLOODY 265 DAMN LONG SIAZ. I WAITED FOR LIKE 30 MINS BUS NV COME. WTF! KEE PEK LIAOZ.
Ok... wandered around the bus stop shelter and wait and wait... bus arrived at 0715... Reached school, assuming I would be late anyway...

BUT... 0725 reached sch. see no flag pole. Looked at the ground and saw the SG flag... WTF? School disrespect the country arh?!

1415
OK. WANNA SLAM BO HUI WITH A CHAIR. WANTED TO KILL HIM OFF AND LET HIM BLEED AND DIE! BUT MRS HUYNH COME... BLEH.

I wish...

How would I wished that the world could be a wonderful one...

This morning went AMK Mac for mentoring session. Martin was a v good tutor i can say seriously. HIS CHEMISTRY IS SO PRO.... WOAH. And also he takes part in olympiads of Physics and Chem in HCI... wah ...
And found out his mum is mrs huynh's teacher... UNBELIEVABLE! MRS HUYNH IS SUCH A SLACKER lorz...
Learnt redox reaction, mole concept, organic chem, speed of reaction... can understand... then martin has high expections and say... can get full marks one lah... (WAHZ)...

--

Aft makan lunch, went WDL (not exactly, but at admiralty). did some lazy and turn vaults. Didnt try monkey as the pole is at chest height. Bleh. Went BP, waste time sitting on bus, then went CCK and see that ch**b** kia. Kao ehz. Last week see him now again see him. Narbei.
Then that spastic went board the same bus as me... sia suay. He walked round the bus dunno do what. He is like very the irritating one. Walk up and down non stop. Then Yew Tee MRT he alight... phew...

I saw one round back to yew tee. Went to call hafiz but no avail. Then... THAT CH**B** kia AGAIN! GRR... PUI!

OK. Siam to Toh Guan Rd try to explore things to PK. Still ok lahz... then went JRE (the place where rudyn mentioned). Nice PK area but slightly small. I think that a jam of 4-5 peeps is just nice. 6 is a crowd.

Went BNL buy chop. (I lazy to write name, reg no., class, date). Then went home.

Security...

Has anyone noticed my swiss knife today? Self protection purposes...

Security...
Swiss knife is like your personal security
It protects you anywhere, anytime
Your mentality makes you safe actually

However, swiss knife is sharp.
It can do more harm than good.
You open it improperly, you get injured.
Only save it for a rainy day....

And moral of the story: take it out only when u need it!

13:35 for 2.4km?! FREAK LAH!

Wah kaoz... 13:35 for 2.4km run... lousier than last year (12:20)

Conditions of the run:
- Weather hot like siaoz... buay tahan
- I reach late... then immediately start run (no warm ups)
- My Kappa shoes sux. NO FRICTION AT ALL!!!
- Bladder high tide during the run

Perhaps these made me feel like shit...

Le Parkour

I stood there,
On the edge.
At dawn,
Twelve stories up
And gazing across the void.

I held my breath,
Stood and gazed.
My foot moves back,
One, two, three...
Seven steps.

My muscles are warm,
everything was still.
Will I do this or will it kill?
The wind blew against my face,
I hear a gasp.

The void gets closer,
A sudden burst of energy
sends me towards that pit,
It looks deeper,
and People crowd around.

My feet leave the ground.
My heart races.
My body is lifted to heaven.
My adrenaline pumps.
Nothing is beneath me now.

A thud on my shoulder,
I'm into the roll,
when did I land
and where?
I stood and looked over my shoulder.

Everyone is there cheering.
Shock!
I did it!
I made the gap
and I want to do it again

but I've fallen to my knees,
I'm shaking.
Disbelief.
Tomorrow it will be another gap jumped,
Today it's my podium.

NAPFA

Ok... stitch still.. but nvm. At least passed my 5 stations aft 2 years...

SCORE:
Sit Ups: 45 (slack)
SBJ: 220cm (improved by 22 cm!)
S&R: 60 cm (could have been better)
Chin Ups: 2 (yeah! I did it!)
Shuttle Run: 11.0 s (slipped)

That's all le. 2.4km for sure pass one ah if all things go well...

Past days...

Saturday:
Went to school to watch the April Games... slacking. And then went PK at BIS. Just discovered that BIS was such a wonderful place to PK... lol
In 16 years of my life never really explored how wonderful BIS is... lol
Anyway good PK session =) Learnt to do handspin and kash ... hmm

Sunday:
Slept throughout. Planned to PK alone but ended up loitering. Bleh. A Maths test nv bother.

Monday:
Closer to doom. HAPFA on Fri, A Math suddenly found out it was on the next day. WTF. AND I REALLY WANT TO SHOUT THE F**K AT TAN BO HUI. PERSONAL ASSAULT AH. U WANNA DIE IS IT? I CAN ANYTIME BRING PARANG ALONG TO SCHOOL AND GO CRAZY CHOP U TO DEATH HOR. I REALLY WANT U DEAD U KNOW A NOT?! INSULT MY FAMILY.
I DONT CARE. I SAY IT, I MEAN IT.

Tuesday:
OK. A Maths test. Bleh... OK lah. I may say for sure can pass but some peeps will say I hao lian. Whatever. I wont listen to craps. BUT I WILL NOT FORGET WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY. TAN BO HUI WATCH OUT!!!

Oh my god...

FOO SYN YEOW?! THE **** FACED ONE?!
HE CAN JUMP OVER 3 CHAIRS STACKED AH?!

Me kena stunned. 3/1 guys went keesiao. They only use either cartwheel or legs to get across. No art of parkour. Bleh.

AND WTH IS FOO SYN YEOW DOING?!

He leaped. Jumped. Face bursting. LOL

AND why gals are so attracted by pure jumps and cartwheels? SYN YEOW must be acting as a poser... lol

Life

Life is full of coincidence and unexpected...
Fate often brings two people together...

It's a torture having two peeps who have been along together but doesnt know each other's presence. Heartbroken experience.

I am totally unsure of my life.
I feel like I have no control of it.
I feel like my soul's not in my body.
Something's just not right.
There's one thing I wanted to say...
All the while...
But where's my guts?
I feel terrible.
I cannot fit myself.
I am not myself.
Where's my shadow?

Sadness. Solemn. Anger. Frustration.

Away Alone...

OK... this afternoon PKed alone at Jelapang (or should I say Senja?)

Somehow my confidence dropped. My heart beat damn fast. I try to vault, but there's always a fear. I climbed up the walls of the carpark, but when i reached the top I found up I cannot get over. I looked down. 2 metres + below me. FEAR.

I want to jump, but dare not jump. Suddenly I slipped. I fell. But never got injured. Overcame somehow but was stoning for 1 min.

Then my legs got numb. Not much to PK compared to SP and Marine Parade.

Yeah. Then go ard BP jalan jalan. Went home later.